He once described himself as the happiest person he had ever met. Regeur (1983) Did W. These patterns can be interpreted as truth, Rubinsteins voracious romantic appetite surfaced and he set out to prove, consistent with his recent Bar Mitzvah, that indeed he had 147;become a man. Acta Mozartiana 41 15-20. The necessity to keep composing was all the more tortuous because of his suffering.